Friday, October 17, 2008

"Be Still and Know" by Steven Curtis Chapman

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HIGHLY recommended reading and life changing material...
BibleGateway.com

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"Be Still and Know"
by: Steven Curtis Chapman

Be still and know that He is God
Be still and know that He is holy
Be still, O restless soul of mine
Bow before the Prince of peace
Let the noise and clamor cease
Be still

Be still and know that He is God
Be still and know that He is faithful
Consider all that he has done
Stand in awe and be amazed
And know that He will never change
Be still

Be Still, and know that He is God
Be Still, and know that He is God
Be Still, and know that He is God

Be Still; Be speechless

Be still and know that he is God
Be still and know he is our Father
Come rest your head upon his breast
Listen to the rhythm of his unfailing heart of love
Beating for His little ones
Calling each of us to come
Be still, Be still

Heavy Heart, Ultimate Champion

This past week I've watched someone I love very much go through hell. As a matter of fact, I've watched a couple people go through personal hell these past few weeks. As I embrace Autumn and its bright colors turn amber, brown, and shades of rust, falling to the muddy earth below I am reminded that each of us are facing a season, and although we are IN our own season, it is vitally important to weep with those who weep and to rejoice with those who rejoice. Remaining steady within my own sense of victory and peace while embracing a sick friend, a friend in a time of unforseeable change, and a friend in a season of loss, I am reminded, change comes in an instant. Joyce Meyer is always talking about "suddenlies." What if something were to happen "suddenly" in my own life today? Would I have others to "walk the boulevard of broken dreams" with me? The answer is Yes. Thakfully, no matter how I am feeling, and no matter what pain lurks in the shadows, hides beneath the carpet in the hall, or hangs out with the yeps upon the steps (my lil' guy's favorite Dr. Seuss character), I am NEVER alone. And although it hurts, and I embrace the gloomy scrim upon the stage for so many I hold dear at this moment, I rest assured, the scrim will fade, and eventually be drawn. What tales are to be told I know not, but this I DO know, 28 And we know that God causes everything to work together[a] for the good of those who love God and are called according to his purpose for them (Romans 8:28 NLV). I know I love God, He loves me, and He has called those I love today. God has a purpose for the pain, and He is indeed sovereign. I HAVE to remind myself of this today, for today I saw the leaves falling as opposed to the leaves resting gently in the breeze upon their branches. Though I have a heavy heart today, and I have NOTHING to be heavy for compared to the champion friends around me, I have a CHAMPION, and my Champion has already COMPLETED the work. Jesus is my champion today, and in Him I rest my concern, my hopes, my fears, my friends, and the fates of all swirling around me tonight. Prayers and contemplation. "It's ALL Yours, God....." (Steven Curtis Chapman). Amen. Alleluia!

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

Labels and Freedom

There are So many things pulling our eyes away from where they should be! Last night I was compelled to look at labels, labels we give each other, labels we give ourselves, labels that sell our products, labels that set us apart, and labels that bind us together. I decided last night that I HATE, loathe, and am absolutely disgusted with categorizing things. Why can't we all just take life as it is without the need to fit it in some compartment, make sense of it, etc. etc.? Is it human nature to HAVE to understand something in order to give it value? Is is human nature to prioritize things into our petty little categories? Why can't life just be an ongoing festival, a celebration, a harvest of gratitude-whatever comes our way, why can we not just say, "wow, thank you, life," I'm so glad for this or that today, no matter how it FEELS? Why are we polarized toward picking things apart, having to understand EVERYTHING. Last night, I decided, it's REALLY okay to NOT understand SOME things. Last night, I decided it's really OKAY to soak in the moment and just BE, engaged, 100% BE a part of that moment, whether it be anger flowing through me, peace "like a river," or passion toward something just burning me up. Do I learn my lessons from whatever I am experiencing though? That IS the question? Do I learn to enjoy life more and stress less? Do I learn to proactively plan NOT to engage in some moments in the future? Why can't we trust God for the exact place and time that we're in, right then, EACH moment? It has been said in Romans 8:38-39: "38For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons,[m] neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, 39neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord." Who the hey are we to JUDGE the quality of our own experiences and those placed in our lives? Who are we but to be thankful for any of the things we are allowed to experience? Does this mean I enjoy being in debt? Does this mean I enjoy being ill? Does this mean I enjoy my child being labeled as part of the special education program to get what he needs? Does this mean I have to be a Democrat or Republican to have a conscience? Does this mean I have to be from a certain part of the country, world, income bracket, etc. to be loved by Jesus? You CAN'T put God in a box, and you can't contain HIS LOVE. You can't put impossibility in the same sentence as God. You can't even really define or label TRUTH until God has dealt with your head as well as your heart. Who are we to do Anything but Love and be grateful, even if we are sick, tired, pissed off, floating on air? Who are we to label Anyone or Anything? Who are we that we are even ABLE to receive so much Love? I can label LIFE, I can enjoy LIFE, I can hate LIFE, but WHY Bother labeling it anymore-isn't THAT FREEDOM? I've decided that some things in life just don't need labels, and that Some things in life you cannot even use WORDS to express how awful or unimaginable, or indescribable, or how AMAZING, an experience is. And trust me, I'm a woman of words...Sometimes, just sharing LIFE, being REAL with someone can help you make sense of it, even in the tiniest, most minute way, to move with it, to move in it, and most importantly, to move past it. Why hold onto our precious little labels for things? Why not just enjoy life as it comes, the good, the bad, the ugly, the pitiful, the disgusting, the elating, the AWESOME? But there's no reason to be in the moment Alone. God gave us each other to walk Through life together, and to keep our focus on the things Ahead. If you think what's happening today sucks, wait until tomorrow! If you think what's happening today is incredible, just wait until tomorrow! Take today as it comes, "come what may," and keep singing about "tomorrow." You know I may have learned everything I needed to know when I was eight years old if I'm thinking "ANNIE." It's cheezy (there's a label...) but true. Simplicity lies in how tightly we hold our realities, how stubborn we hold onto our expectations, how loosely we hold onto what we Perceive IS possible in reality. Today, choose to be real and dream the impossible, for NOTHING is impossible with God, and God is NO respecter of labels. Thank God! For I don't have anything to sell, but I DO have a lot of labels to erase and stop reviewing today. Keep your eyes on the prize, not what you SEE. Seeing is NOT believing when it comes to living w/joy instead of burden...I choose to live w/the help of my friends, day to day, moment-by-moment, and to be still, be ALIVE, but be Assured, I don't Need a label to be held in the REALITY I choose. Today, I choose to STOP labeling and start BELIEVING-in what I CAN'T see. Down with labels that hold us and burden us: AUTISM, CANCER, WOMAN, MAN, ALZHEIMER'S, MS, "SLOW," "DEPRESSED," "SAVED", "BORN AGAIN," DEMOCRAT,REPUBLICAN, RICH, POOR, STUDENT, MASTER, DOCTOR, INMATE, PROSTITUTE, DEADBEAT, ALCOHOLIC, OVERWEIGHT, PRADA, HOLLYWOOD, JEW, AGNOSTIC, IDIOTIC-today, choose to LOVE and LET things go. Lose your life, lose your labels, and you will find: peace, love, joy, the impossible in the palm of not YOUR own hand, but HIS. Here's to the dreamers of this world, and for those who keep us company along the way! Dream Big, and let God keep the dreams coming, for the reality of it all is waaay beyond comprehension anyway... Praise Jesus!

Do you have something to DECLARE?

I used to travel a LOT! Now I know times have changed, but I wonder, when I leave this world, what kind of customs officer will greet me, and will he or she ask me the same question," Do you have anything to DECLARE?" When I get to that day, first, I can't flippin' wait (I mean life is cool and I'm thankful and all...but common...what can't be better...Heaven, I mean...). No matter what or where you believe in, there's always a Better version of the now, the future, and of yourself, if you're an optimist that is... Anyway, so back to my point, "do I have anything to DECLARE?" Why, yes, I DO, I have no baggage to bring with me, I have NOTHING to hide, and I lived my life with NO regrets, so yes, I DO have something to DECLARE...I have JESUS. No, I'm not afraid to be who I am and yes, I DECLARE, with my mouth, and with my words, loud and clear, today, I have something to declare, it's a GIFT, it's a choice...and it's me...so love me or hate me, like what I say, or not, I love you for who you are, and I am so happy to have peace and one and only thing to DECLARE on the day I depart from this busy, in debt, overpriced, overtaxed, under appreciated, world-I have JESUS. To DECLARE: 1: to make known formally, officially, or explicitly (m-w.com). I Declare, today, officially, explicitly, in my word and in my deed that I bring Jesus with me wherever I go, and in whatever I DO. I rest in Him, and I'm not frustrated, concerned, or afraid of customs taking anything from me, in this world or the next. Enjoy the miracle of the moment (Steven Curtis Chapman) and embrace your existence with wonder. Whoever you are, whatever you believe today, DECLARE it, and be true to it, but as for me and my house, today, we DECLARE Jesus. Amen!

Any suggestions for preparing for my next international flight though-it's been awhile...

Domestic flight-going on one in February...any tips...it's been 8 years since I traveled by air-pre 9/11...and NO, I'm not scared to fly...I'm scared of getting pissed off at the airport...

Have a great day! BE blessed...actively pursue your BLESSING today...

Awakening the Senses...

Autumn is my FAVORITE time of year...I mean don't get me wrong...I love the summer sand in between my toes, the ability to walk around the neighborhood in my bare feet, the soft grass on my heels while smelling the flowers in my garden...but Autumn...WOW...God REALLY outdoes Himself at this time of year. For this reason, and for this season, I'd really rather be nowhere else on Earth than someplace where the seasons transition and day by day more beauty unfolds before us. I love the fact that I have to do NOTHING to create a bouquet on the hillside, to smell the firewood crackling to keep a neighbor's home warm, to enjoy a cup of spiced (mulled) cider or wine at a friend's home, to dig into a slice of apple pie a la mode with flaky crust. My senses are awakened at this time of year. I really don't like the color orange, yet I wear it at this time of year to immerse myself into the scenery around me. I LOVE Fall. I've had the MOST amazing runs lately-up to six miles now, and if you would have told me last winter I'd be running, no less among the Autumn leaves, I might have laughed full on in your face or just plain old decked you (in my mind of course...). As the seasons have changed I feel renewed, awake, and amazed. I stand still and amazed as my heart races to keep up with it all. It's just so beautiful to take in! God is changing the scenery, He is changing my heart, He is changing my mind, He is changing those around me, He is changing my marriage, He is changing our son, He is MOVING, and to be in the midst of it, and quiet myself for even a moment just leads me to a quiet place of worship at His majesty. At a time when the world, the economy, the environment, the nations around us seem to be "going to hell in a hand basket," as my grandma used to say, it's ALL Good, and it's all okay. At a time when I'm pretty pissed off that friends of mine are sick, diagnosed with Cancer, Depression, and all kinds of annoying things, it's all good...for some reason, in this season, as cinnamon candles and ginger sweets fill the air, as my husband's lips warm me while my face chills in the foggy, cold morning, as my son embraces me inside my fleece lined coat-I'm awake, I'm embedded in Trust. I am very thankful for this moment, for today, for the problems and frustrations rising in a storm among the peace and security of God's arms. Thank God for Fall...enjoy it, wherever you may be, in and out of season be ready to be swept up in His love. Dive in, for though the water may be cooler at this time of year, it's never too late to take the plunge into a hope within your heart. I'm in love with today, and I"m not afraid to share it with you. Be engaged, be aware, and be a part of LIFE today. Thank you Jesus, for All, but especially for Fall...